i tried to move mountains for you

you asking to explain myself to you in spoken words—its like asking a blind person to try and...

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 23:17:33 -0400

you asking to explain myself to you in spoken words—its like asking a blind person to try and examine your features. i flourish through words; writing brings out the innermost feelings of anyone, and it has always been my outlet. physically, i am the exact opposite of whats going on inside my head. and you know that. and you still attempt to ask me to voice my feelings to you in person.

i need you like i need oxygen. you are sustenance to my life. you are everything i strive to live for. everything i do and say and feel is done with you in mind. i have reached ultimate selflessness being with you. i live to make you happy-to make you laugh and say you love me. this is why i love you. this is why im irreversible and unconditionally in love with you. you make everything make sense. you give purpose to me waking up every day. our fights escalate because when you get mad at me, i get madder. i get madder at the fact that we’re fighting. i get mad at the fact that every day i wake knowing im with you, im irrevocably happy. and yet you fight with me (and i with you) despite me feeling this way. someone as in love as i am should know how to get around that- but i dont. we just continue and every time we hang up the phone i get sadder and sadder. so this is why i hate arguing- because when we do, a piece of me brakes and i get scared that it wont be fixed. our future may be unsure, but my love for you isnt. so, why do i love you? because you are my best friend and my soul mate. and i wouldnt give that up for the world.